My Chiropractor.
It's where I go to straighten up. The last time I was there was 2014, they barely had my file just an old picture of me looking scrawny and sick. I was sick, I was emotionally drained. I had just come out of the worse 5 years of my life fighting with anxiety and panic attacks. I was prob on anti-depressants and anxiety meds. I was working at Michaels and hence that is where I hurt my back.
My mom used to clean this chiropractor's office over on Van Buren Street when I was a kid, it was a family of Chiropractors. She liked them a lot and it always stuck with me. I wobbled in there one day and it was the Dr at the front desk by himself. I think I came in too early and he didn't lock the door. He looked surprised and asked who referred me, I said, "My mom used to clean this office when I was a kid, I used to come with her the weekends to help." He was like, "Oh really?". "I actually accidently set off a pepper spray you had in the receptionist desk and almost killed my mother & myself." That was funny.
My mom had no idea what the smell was and I wasn't about to rat on myself. We coughed it out and for the next two weeks I proceeded to hear the story everyday to anyone that would listen. She swore it was gas. She even brought it up with his father, , and nobody knew what it could be. Nope, just me being the little Aquarius I was and being nosey.
I immediately started getting treated 2xs a week for almost two months. When I left there, he had straightened my spine out so well that I grew an inch. He also did acupuncture; it was a very healing place for me that summer. Now I'm back almost 10 tens year later and he has to do everything all over again. It's just weird being there and not being the same person. Everything looked the same but I was not the same. Same but different. More mature, more grounded, the anxiety is under control with no meds. There is always stress in life but I've picked up the tools through therapy and self awareness practices.
I do need to work on my temper. I've gotten a lot better but I don't want to count to 20 anymore, I just don't want nothing to phase me. With 4 planets in Aquarius.... Uranus is like, with her you fuck around and find out. Uranus is the ruling planet of Aquarius, he's volatile because he's comprised primarily of hydrogen and helium. He's not only that though, he's also innovative, resourceful, experimental and the planet of the future. Nothing routine or predictable about most Aquarians. It's the lightening bolt I worry about and need to work on.
